Wednesday, March 2, 2011

如果時間可以倒流，我還是希望可以遇見你。我克制自己不要想你，但是我做不到。忘記一個人真的很難。能夠認識你是我的快樂；傷害了你是我的罪過；重逢你是我的喜悅；忘不掉你是我活該。我覺得你跟從前不一樣，至少對我。我好痛苦，我忘不掉你的好，忘不掉你的壞，忘不掉我們的記憶，忘不掉我們的曾經。我知道我不該奢求甚麼，你對我應該沒有感覺了。我會試著忘記你，我盡量。


Xoxo,
Yan Yi

Saturday, February 12, 2011

I cant believe I spent the entire day with him today. My heart was thumping so hard, it almost jumped out. Gosh.


Xoxo,
Yan Yi

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Oh dear, after 3 years plus, I finally met him yesterday. I couldn't believe it. He didn't change much. My heart was thumping like crazy yesterday. It never beat this hard before.
I really regretted letting him go:( I guess it's too late but I really miss him a lot. And I dreamt of him yesterday. It's been ages since I dreamt of someone. I wonder will it ever come true like what happened before.
I'm feeling so uneasy now, I'm afraid he doesn't feel the same.
Gosh I miss him very very much! What is happening to me?!?

Imu batman, I really do.


Xoxo,
Yan Yi

Thursday, December 30, 2010

My mind is full of him again, after what had happened. If it's batman, such things will never happen. Batman is unlike others, he always believes in me and believes the best in me. Well, past or present tense, that I am unsure of. Cause maybe he doesn't believe me anymore. I am restraining myself not to talk to him. I really miss him, I do. How I hope I can rely on him once again. The kind of sense of security he is able to provide me with.


Xoxo,
Yan Yi

Monday, December 6, 2010

I'm in Sydney right now, and all I can think of is still you.

I never thought I would have regrets like this, but letting you go is my biggest regret.

You always care, and your encouragement meant a lot to me. You always bring out the best in me. You never ever doubted any words from me, you only trust things I said, but not what others said badly of me. You're never like others, you're the best I ever had. You never let me down. You are always there for me whenever I needed someone, it never fail. You're my first love and truly love.

How I wished things are still remain unchanged. But I know you have moved on. I wished we were still together. It will be a dream I never want to wake up from.


I miss you, batman.

Labels: batman, imu

Friday, December 3, 2010

Although the song below is seven years, we know each other for like five years already. I'm talking to you right now, so why am I missing you so badly?

七年

主唱:方力申邓丽欣

甜美地邂逅十指想紧扣
为何今天掩着耳走不敢深究
最初的迷恋在暗中化作了忍受
这经历哪位没有
从前的炽热怀恋何时冷却变生厌
当感觉变旧彼此早有意逃走
是惯性是欲求若不舍想补救
怎么总是慢慢放手
如相处闷透后如相爱没永久
人总贪心满足一切都不会够
倒转了沙漏不见得可改写春秋
还是要承受路上气流
如天意未接受如相信是永久
求可忠心纵使经过不少诱惑
拥抱的感受不带半分的担忧
罕见但也许还有

曾看重自由便解开手铐
为何今天竟在颤抖担心所有
明明没出错无缘无故也要迁就
这考验哪位没有
从前的炽热怀恋何时冷却变生厌
当感觉变旧彼此早有意逃走
是妥协是尽头若不舍想补救
怎么总是万样借口
如相处闷透后如相爱没永久
人总贪心满足一切都不会够
倒转了沙漏不见得可改写春秋
还是要承受路上气流
如天意未接受如相信是永久
求可忠心纵使经过不少诱惑
初见的温柔失散于几多山丘
肯找寻也许还有
恋爱穿过岁月后怎保存到死还有

Labels: batman, imu

Friday, November 19, 2010

You're still always there when I needed you. Thank you for cheering me up even though you're busy.
You never fail to enlighten me. I don't know why did I ever let you go...

Labels: batman, imu